I was going to continue on my NI story, but in reality, there is no point. It is something that payes quite a lot on my mind and makes me feel pretty glum. I am not feeling so great these days. I had a good weekend with my bf, but there are things that are playing on my mind. He's pretty hard to talk to and I don't really want to upset the apple cart. I am getting on and doing what I have to do, so at the moment there really is no point in saying a word.
Work is getting me down too. I am still temping. I have applied for a position which will get me into the industry I have always wanted to do. But I need to stay focused and level headed. I need to prepare should I be shortlisted for interview. It's something I am really hoping to get. Despite having to take a drop in money, it is perfect for me.
Anyway, should that not happen, I am lost again. Not knowing where to go, what to do. I have already turned down 2 jobs that I didn't feel I had my heart in. No point in moving somewhere and then leaving after 6 months to a year. I need stability and job satisfaction. It's essential! No more moving and messing around for me! I am 26 now, time to grow up!!!
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